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2006-05-12T22:42:00.000-07:00

rawr. damn sien. exam exam exam. i want to book court and play leh. but dno where. aiyo. nvm. i cant go and play badminton tonight. duno watching what dumb show. -.- great. i got nothing tosay. again.

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2006-04-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

ah hi people.
i found. that my dad is kinda dumb. i found out at the mrt entry/exit area. he was trying to exit at an entry point. as in. the sign was like red. means only in use the other side for entry what. he was trying to tap his ezlink there. and was looking ever bewildered. as though there was something wrong with the machine.
LOL.

ah well. nothing more to say for now.

sorry lah melinda. >.<

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2006-04-03T07:00:00.000-07:00

hi people. AQ passed not long ago. happened on saturday. tiring. some v long distance. i dont think its 100km full. it was kinda fun. tiring. but quite shiok lah. =D its kinda fun drinking from some tube. actually, its called a hydration pack.

dno why. nothing much i feel like typing. not that im down or anything. im just kinda tired. not refering to anything lah. just physically. maybe i haven't recovered. ah well. so there.

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2006-03-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

this blog song. rena sent me this song. i heard on mtv. its v nice. to me. =)

now im really starting to sian about BB. dno why also. not v interesting. hai. feel like screwing everything up or something. ah well. im afraid this year's gonna be a long year in BB. sigh.

vannessa. though i may not know the exact problem, dont so fan over it ok.

beverly. i know its sort of tough times. you'll pull through lah. believe him will you? meaning, exercise FAITH in yourself. stay happy if u can. =D

badminton kinda makes me forget about problems i may have. most people have the misconception of me being crazy over badminton. now you all know, its like a drug which can help you forget about things. its my escape.

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2006-03-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

hmm. hey people. today play soccer instead of going for badminton. in the end we went damn late. coach din expose us. i know hes not dumb lah. ah well. we're badminton FC sia. hahah. and the 7 of us, marcus, kel, aswin, jasper, ziting, yukai and me. its fun to play with them. hah.

weirdly. another anticlimax to today. i think too much, simply too much. im sighing. why liddat?! ah well bryan, dont get too sad. =[ though i know its not helping. =.=

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2006-03-16T07:27:00.000-08:00

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2006-03-12T18:26:00.000-08:00

i just saw kerong at FCBC yesterday! i saw alvin too! suddenly i realise there are quite a few people in nh in FCBC.
list all arh. then u see.
bervyn,
houxu,
alvin,
clarence(sec2),
keith(sec2),
dekguan(sec2),
yongjin,
chenhong,
justinwee,
joannetay,
joankam,
yixin,
AND ME.

others not mentioned cos i duno what their names are. lol. quite a lot right!

oh yes, later im going exploring. -.- im a busy man. then training then go 212 barbecue! haha. at kaiqins house! its gona be fun. =)

now is my turn to say:

*SIGH* ZHEN1 SHI4 qian bu gou yong.

LOL.

and now mingsheng's back at bishan! hahaha. damn fun. cos hes damn funny. but hes got problems. haiyoh. how to help him sia. and now wee chng gone. >.<
those st.andrew idiots training with us also not helping. disgusting idiots. i despise them. aiya nvm. that idiot leejunyan is taking ages to reach outram mrt. still wan lompang me leh. extra sia! but i don mind, since he don wan play badminton for straight 4 hours. hahahahah.
um.
nothing i want to say already. i have many(lovestruck)friends! does that count? hah. thats all for now.

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2006-03-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

happy birthday yifang. =)

yifang was so touched by us! haha. she shed tears sia! haha. how fun. today nothing spectacular lah. cos every single day i will have some stupid anti climax. today the anticlimax is my idiot parents who just scolded me. irritating sia. im irritated. wth.

im tired. today me and shunling were suffering from a sore right butt. yes. how fun. and i met marcus to eat just now. wtf. bye

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2006-03-07T21:04:00.000-08:00

hi people. im in comp lab 2. lol. 1.04 now. and its ss. sian. mr yeo bring us here. hah. hes nice.

i got my results. mostly not distinction then fail. then 2 C's. aiyah. just not v good lah. kao. later go bishan myself sia. but training should be fun today. hah. meeting kenneth 3.30pm later. past two days i found out a lot of things. then mr A is v depressed now. just that hes putting on a mask and people cant really tell. ah well. i'll tc of him lah. don worry.

yesterday was interesting. lol. louis's hair was NICER. then ahem. ziqin also.. hahah. i shall not expose them. i'll just smile to myself evilly. (now i kinda realise i cant help but smile evilly at people. explains the smiles people give me.)

hah. thats all for now.

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2006-03-03T05:23:00.000-08:00

hi people. got some ct results. im not happy. but nvm. too bad.

chem:38/50
physics:36/50
english:14/30
chinese: aiyah. just F9 lah. diu lian don wan say lah. lol
social studies:9/10
woah. not bah ah. not A jiu fail liao. quite nice ah. =.=

i played super today! i beat raymond sia. 21-17. the St Anthony's guy whom u can see the sg map on. now badminton change liao loh. sian. tabletennis score. so idiot right. not used to it lah. wth. change for what?! damn stupid lah! and i can serve normally liao leh! before that so siasuay. diu lian. cannot serve backhand serve. LOL. today i ate and talked with mingsheng. life's lessons and stories always strengthen the spirit somehow. ah well. good night people.

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2006-02-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

hi people. cts over. still don feel any diff. today bb. kinda sian. after bb play soccer. ah duno where i stand nowluh. don kare too. talked to ly. i kinda pity him. but nvm.
um. sian. aiyah. good night people.

25th feb

2006-02-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

happy birthday ziting! though i din wish you.

cts are over. somehow, it dont make a diff. im not really missing bb ya know. ==" what to do? whole of squad3 quitting.

yesterday was a good day i guess. but its just bound to be an anticlimax to my day. never once a perfect day huh. poor weechng. last day trainin at bishan also tio meh. =/ don wana see him go lah. sian.

today, i went to play lan with chilung, junyan, jiajun, jinhong, weesiang and lohyee. i went with marcus, and we went late. so we had to be put on a damn waiting list. wait so long liao. den play. chilung got really fustrated. the coms very laggy. so he also v sian diao. ah well. generally not very entertaining. went lot 1 with marcus. nothing to do mah. then i went to bugis to meet my family. one whole day. ah well. sounds interesting? i beg to differ. but not bad lah huh. considering that i was allowed to go play lan today despite what happened last night. hah.

well. all i've got to say is. "wo dui ni che di de shi wang." liar. i hate to be lied to actually. but too late now. =]

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2006-02-18T19:35:00.000-08:00

Do you wanna be a poet and write
Do you wanna be an actor up in lights
Do you wanna be a soldier and fight for love
Do you wanna travel the world
Do you wanna be a diver for pearls
Or climb a mountain and touch the clouds above
Be anyone you want to be
Bring to life your fantasies
But I want something in return

I want you to burn, burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn
Burn for me
Burn for me

Are you gonna be a gambler and deal
Are you gonna be a doctor and heal
Or go to heaven and touch God's face
Are you gonna be a dreamer who sleeps
Are you gonna be a sinner who weeps
Or an angel
Under grace
Ill lay down on your bed of coals
Offer up my heart and soul
But in return

I want you to burn
Burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn burn for me burn for me
Yeah
Ooh
I want you to burn baby ooh

Laugh for me
Cry for me
Pray for me
Lie for me
Live for me
Die for me

I want you to burn
Burn for me baby
Like a candle in my night
Oh burn burn for me burn for me
Yeah
Ah yeah
I want you to burn
I want you to burn for me baby
Ohh yeah

Burn- Tina Arena.

rena says: i dont like sinhua
me(previously): nah. hes okay. hes a nice guy. i like him.
me(now): he can go die luh. irresponsible organiser. whats his problem.

damn lah teosinhua. screw up all the time. and still think hes damn funny. kao.

will sighing become my hobby in the near future? i see so many other instances. i know of so many things done. in OTHER instances. sometimes i wonder what i haven't done. all my optimism and happiness is non existent already. im looking for the missing happiness thanks.
rena says: there're so many girls out there.
keming says: whats in the future can jolly well wait.
rena says: but its indirectly affecting your mood and your studies
keming says: i know. buti'll focus on whats going to happen now.

i've made my point clear. two birds with one stone.

and to you know calls me all the time:
life is unpredictable. i dont know what will happen too. so just guard your heart for now. keep yourself and innocence inside you.

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2006-02-14T05:20:00.000-08:00

damn. i burst my string today. and my warranty for my other armortec 700 duno if valid. calling the guy on thurs. unlikely lah. cos i broke it in half. lol. 7 pieces. gosh.

um. i dont wana comment already. happy valentines people. thanks yixin and vann for the cards. and xx for the chocolates.

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2006-02-10T18:53:00.000-08:00

great. my armotec 700 is in 7 pieces now. goodness. will the 1 year warranty be valid? gosh. its really broken.

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2006-02-10T16:41:00.000-08:00

i left mr yaps place at 11.15pm. =D mr yap rocks.

i feel like scolding someone. but again, i think forget it. for his sake. backstabber. thanks a lot.

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2006-02-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

im really tired now. physically. so long nv REALLY train. leg soft like toufu ah. aiyah. the coach. he just looks down on people. haha. kel, marc, ziting, jas, jiajun, aswin and kokyow are such fun! ah well. i am so gonna struggle with EVERYTHING. im juggling. and almost tripping. im so gonna do badly for my indices test. goeg too. kanasai. we lost to chinese high and fuhua. no second round this year. =/ ah well. lights and sound by yellowcard is nice. =D

anyway. so many people are being like. troubled. recently esp. sad. i don know what to say too. sucks lah. i wanna help them. at the same time i don feel like i can. i want to see a confident marcus. he'll be charming! haha. =]

aw.

2006-02-02T06:33:00.000-08:00

aw. thanks beverly. your words just brought tears of warmth to me.

2nd feb.

2006-02-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

hi people.
im so sorry to people whom have been sort of affected by me or something today. i haven't been myself. i dont mean to be a wet blanket or something. i didnt feel right too. well. dont worry for me. =)

why was i what i was today? i've cried too much watching movies, i cant cry any more. dont know. i cry when i dont know what to do. thats what i think.

ah and one more thing i wanna say. thanks so much to dai jiajun, yixin, yifang for trying to cheer me up.
sorry to bryan, yf, ch, pao and adeline for scarin ya.

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2006-01-31T02:15:00.000-08:00

i went to play badminton today. with aswin 7 marcus. at the delta sports hall. v warm there. x and freaking ex to book there. like 7.40 if i din see the receipt wrongly. oh yeah. thats the highlight of the day. cos theres nothing better?

right. today wasn't a good day. and im actually recalling on a bad day. ah well. how stupid. maybe guys pms too. eh. i don actually know. argh whatever. i not stupid 2 is well made. i think.

what the heaven? i actually dont even know if im supposed to be angry or anything. that so sucks. great. now i don't know whats wrong too. ah well. time and tide waits for no man. many things i should have done.

will this post actually appear? i wonder.

Thomas sucks.

2006-01-20T06:58:00.000-08:00

today. thomas just got a new name. hes now the

"Chocolate Candy Floss"

lol. you get the idea. and yanglin was damn funny. he wanted to ask thomas :
"Mr Thomas, when is your birthday?"

"Everybody save one dollar, we buy him a shaver."

LOL. any way. THOMAS SUCKS.

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Random disgusting happenings.

2006-01-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

heya people. all my life.. in these 14 plus years.... i've been so innocent...
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i trained in school. i was kinda fast today. but i still lost to marcus. mistakes. lol. anyway. after that, i went to queensway with bryan. we ate dinner then went to buy shuttles. tmrw dismiss early. and playing against Chinese High. don know their strength. but the damn coach. at first still wan me to go and play to get killed. idiot ass. look down on me can. i cant believe he so openly and obviously showed that lah. new coach nia. but nvm. main thing was, when i reached home, i felt literally, FULL OF SHIT. then i quickly run to the toilet. i saw something which made me feel SHITLESS for a moment. yes how contradicting. but that was what happened.

no, it wasnt my father forgetting to flush after shitting in the toilet. neither is it all the hair (from duno where) on the floor as well.

one word actually scared me shitless! it was. :

"DUREX"

-_-. omgosh. you get it now.

God knows where THAT came from.

weird things which i find include:

finding a pair of panties inside MY underwear drawer. (AND I ALMOST PUT IT ON BEFORE. I DIN KNOW. LOL)

finding my wardrobe of clothes turning from white to pink.

AND. ONE THING I NOTICED. on this one day, i was beside this HUGE pile of underwear in my house. then i saw something. AN IRON SYMBOL.

LIKE WHATS AN IRON SYMBOL DOING ON A PIECE OF UNDERWEAR?!?!?!? nvm. i think i've made my point clear. people so do not iron briefs, bras nor panties. whatever other kinds of udnerwear lah. you guys are the experts. let your imagination run wild. lol.

one last thing i'd like to mention in conjuction with this disgusting post. there are actually sec ones who do not wear underwear to go camp. like ew. lol. girls part i don wan say lah. let yf do the talking. but the two idiotic guys. decided that going ding-dong bell would be quite shiok and happily left home without half a piece of underwear. (ding-dong bell= no underwear, so it would go like. ~ding, dong~ =_=")

AND ONE LAST THING. GRACE AR. IM GOING TO YOUR PARADISE TOMORROW. I'LL TELL YOU IF I SEE ANY CUTE OR SHUAI GUYS AT CHINESE HIGH OK.

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2006-01-12T22:29:00.001-08:00

heya. new blog, new place. don know why i did this too. but people out there worrying that im mad already since i actually did a new blog, dont worry. im fine. well i will be. =)

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2006-01-12T22:29:00.000-08:00